HATE THAT YOU LOVE HIM

Love is truly like a drug. To fall in love is a amazing feeling. To get butterflies just by receiving a text from your man. But the most common thing is to love and hate someone at the same time. You hate that you can't stop loving them. It feels so good but feels so wrong. You may have told him you hate him so much, don't call you anymore, and to play in traffic. Or maybe that's just me lol. Still the thought of them leaving your life would be heart breaking. Girl nothing is wrong with you. As women we are just crazy as hell.

I hate that I love you is a real feeling. You hate that person for the hurt that they caused you. However laying in bed at night not having them kills you. You want them but then again you don't want to ever see them again. Listen you are not crazy. True love just doesn't die. You can curse him out, yell, send him mean texts, yet when he actually leaves you alone, your world crashes.

As women we are slightly indecisive. We say we don't want him, but get mad when he moves on. As women you are allowed to change your mind. Be mindful he may be tired of it and actually not come back. Do you like being with him more than being apart from him? Make a decision if you want to work it out. Do you hate the flaws in the relationship more than the great times? Fight for what you want. Life is short, if its meant to be it will be. Yes you hate his childish ways, selfishness or etc, but love the nice things he do for you, and always there when you need him. Think about it, and figure it out. Listen to my favorite song to help you think about it. 

UPDATE 12/22/2017- Help Find Missing 16 yr old LaTania "Janell" Carwell

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I grew up in Augusta, Ga born and raised. My family and friends still reside here.  I have been in Atlanta Georgia 7 yrs now. Being Augusta is my hometown I stay on top of the news. Right now this story about a beautiful young girl name LaTania Carwell who is known as "Janell" is touching me. I want to share her story with hopes someone knows something and can reach out. First off lets start from the beginning.

April 21 Latania Janell Carwell, 16, and Leon Lamar Tripp, 38, were last seen on Monday around 1:30 a.m. at the 3100 block of Tate Road. Lamar is her step father. Both Leon and Janell were reported missing after not returning from a supposedly trip to help a friend with car trouble.

She told police.

"I heard the truck crank up and I heard the backdoor slam. I said what in the world is this man doing," said Tripp.

Tripp says she quickly called her husband. "He immediately answered and he said babe I'm sorry. I know what you are fixing to say. I have Janell. I said oh thank God," said Tripp. Leon told her he was taking Janell to help him fix a man named "Maurice's" car in Clarks Hill, GA.

Now this was at 1:30 am she allowed this man to take her daughter to help fix another mans car. Read on.

Mother on the news.

So a week goes by and iinvestigators say they have found the car he was driving not even a mile away from their home.

Investigators also got a tip he was in Atlanta, GA.

May 1st comes around police put out a kidnapping charge due to Leon Tripp was seen on April 21, 2017 at the Stop N' Shop Grocery located at 785 Lee Street SW Atlanta, Ga, but Latania Carwell was not with him. He was spotted but the young girl was not. So police did the best next thing. 

By now the mom is still acting clueless. 

"When I heard the charges I'm like 'wow really?' Because this is her dad. I said this is her dad. Both of my kids. This is the only dad they've ever known," she told reporters. 

So even after they found the car, plus her husband is spotted she is still taking up for him. 

3 weeks later the step father is arrested. Leon is in jail on a felony aggravated stalking charge. He was booked into the DeKalb County jail on Tuesday.

Now you may be asking, why stalking? That is something I am still confused on. But he was also wanted for kidnapping in Augusta, GA. I figure because he was on probation for a previous stalking charge.

ARRESTED

Leon Tripp Is in Fulton County Jail

Tanya Tripp (mother) is in Richmond County Jail 

Here comes the boom. Investigators have learned Tanya Faye Tripp yes the mom of Latania"Janell" Carwell, was in contact with Leon Tripp, the girl's stepfather. They say she had recently moved from her residence in Augusta to the metro Atlanta area to be with Leon Tripp.

Augusta investigators along with the Atlanta Police Department were able to locate Tanya Tripp and she has been arrested for Hindering the criminal. Wow right?

Their family home was evicted and police officers came and started searching it yesterday. So far no word where this 16 yr old is. Both mom and step dad are in custody and there is a $1000 award for any one with clues. So far it is a waiting game hoping they confess where this girl is.

Janell's Story Was Featured On Vanished Podcast. PLEASE CHECK IT BELOW TO GET A MORE UNDERSTANDING

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05-26-17 

Updates: Mother Tanya Trip has been transferred to Richmond County Jail in Augusta GA.

06-01-17

Leon Trip was sent from Dekalb Co Jail, to Fulton Co jail.
06-12-17Augusta Sheriff: After conducting interviews we no longer consider this a missing investigation, but a homicide investigation. @WRDW_WAGT

06-16-17
Update:
 ●Bond Denied for Tanya Tripp the Mother.
●Leon Tripp gave statement that Janell Carwell is not alive.
●We now know from the Step Father who is the prime suspect that Janell Carwell is not alive. Please Pray For Her Family

12-22-201
Months have went by and still no word on where Janell remains are. The stepfather has been given 500k bail. 

Attorney Natalie Paine gave new details an attempt to have Leon bond set at $1 million dollars. Natalie claims he told investigators he was going to show them where Janell’s body was, but spoke with his attorney and decided not to do that.”

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Are Side Chicks Winning? (MUST READ)

Lately side chicks are a new trend for men, besides rompers lol. It's a big topic in the media but also a big topic in the communities. From fight videos trending of the main chick fighting with the side chick. Side chicks are bragging about being a side chick. It's like they have their own society. 

Remember there use to be a time when Mistresses were ashamed to admit they were dealing with a taken man. They knew they were a slut but if anyone knew it too it was a embarrassment. Think of the biggest side chick scandal.  

Monica Lewinsky admitted she had sexual encounters with President Bill Clinton on 9 occasions and even admitted Hillary Clinton was at the white house during some of those moments. To actually admit, yes I knew he was married, and yes it was under the same roof as the wife.

But today in 2017 men want themselves a side chick. Rapper Lil Boosie had the nerves to say “Now I do be respecting the women who go back to they men. I like that. See the girl who went back to they man. Waka Flocka old lady. See I respect that. All these people leaving and doing all of this and she go back to her man. Cause she know it’s bigger than that man. It’s a home; it’s a family. I respect women who take they men back after they cheat,” said Boosie.

Men find that inspirational to cheat with a side piece and come home and have a home cooked meal by their main chick at home. Who is normally the one who holds them down, makes sacrifices and all. Also to even think that his main girl should be okay with it because she is supposedly his number 1. Really?

So it goes back to my question. Are side chicks winning? They get gifts, money, trips and less drama because they are not his number 1. He gets what he wants from her and she gets what she wants from him. 

But......

Truth is, being a voluntarily side chick is not winning. By voluntarily meaning you know he has a woman but you don't care. Lets keep it real sometimes you can be a side chick and not even be aware you are one, because men can lie so well. Side chicks you are losing, To allow yourself to be number 2 in anything, and accept that , babe you can never win. To lay down with a man knowing he has a woman that says a lot about that person. You lose them how you attract them. Side chicks find any excuse to clarify why they do what they do. "Oh they not together LIKE THAT" or SHES NEVER AROUND' or "HE DON'T LOVE HER ANYMORE."But why even involve yourself in that? So no side chicks aren't winning in my opinion. Because you will always be known as the woman who allows anything. Lastly side chicks always end up having to deal with another side chick. 

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Nicki Minaj Ex Group Member Sticks Up For Her Against Ex Boyfriend

Yikes! Looks like Nicki Minaj & her ex boyfriend Safaree old group member 7 even up spilled all the beans to @vladtv.

 Now Nicki & Safaree broke up back in 2014. Years later Safaree has stated 1st saying Nicki writes her own lyrics but later saying he wrote for her and he want a check. He has done many interviews bashing her writing credibility. Fans gave compared Safaree's own music to Nicki Minaj to see if he is a good writer. For example how Jay Z wrote for Dr Dre and has had major music success as a rapper. But their old time group member from HOODSTARZ says "Lies He Tell" Check Out Interview from VLADTV. Subscribe to them their interviews are always and subscribe to me too duh. Lol

juicy. http://www.vladtv.com/article/227971/7even-up-pulls-out-a-letter-safaree-sent-asking-him-to-ghostwrite

'DON'T ANSWER' 📱

As girls we have that ex who we always fall back in their arms. When we know deep down he is a ex for a reason. But men are very smart and sneaky on their plot to get us back.

I use to have a ex who always would let me know he was in town but would do so after 11pm. Now men who have dated us probably know our weakness. Now my weakness is Sex & Food lol. Now I had to put on my thinking hat a ask myself. "Girl, why come he over here the next morning, when you hated him yesterday"? If he texts me at 1pm in the afternoon he knew I would not entertain him. But if he hit me up at 1 a.m when I am half asleep and was hearing his deep sexy New Orleans accent on my phone line, I might give in. Which I always did for a while. Until I said Ohhhhhh no! I had "DO NOT ANSWER" as his name, but also blocked him. He would leave crazy voice mails but it helped.

Girl do not feel bad. As women we are soft, and sweet. But it only takes that 1 who you will always have a special place in your heart for. But don't let him suck you back in when you left him for a reason. When you wake up the next morning you are going to feel bad all over again for allowing him to get the best of you. Block him, change your number do what you have to do. I can almost promise you the only reason he is hitting you up is because someone else is unavailable. So be strong and "DON'T ANSWER".

Keeping Your Vagina Purty

I like to think of a woman's vagina as a purse. Our purse holds lots of valuable things inside, and so does our vagina. As young girls either you had a mom who taught you how to keep yours up. Or you had to learn throughout life on your own. As women besides our period, the one thing that unites us is our vagina. We have to keep it clean, safe, tight, and purty. Check out some ways to help keep yours on fleek. 

1. The V-Steam

I had the chance to get the V-steam for my birthday with my bestie. Before I get all technical let me give you my definition of it. It is a bowl of water filled with herbs you sit on. While sitting on it you can feel the steam releasing the herbs into your vagina. Oh the shit is hot! Now I will mention I had went out the night before and I had a killer hangover that entire day after. But it was a hour long but it was for some reason so hot I almost said F it. 😂After my vagina did feel different, it felt fresh, and tighter.

It's also known as a vaginal steam bath. You're naked or wearing a poncho cover up that feels like you can't breathe to increase the steam's effect which I had on. Koreans say it fights infections, reduces stress, eases PMS, and even increases fertility and tightens your vagina.

2. Cotton Underwear 

Doctors suggest that cotton panties are much healthier for our vagina's. They are soft and keep our vagina's safe from bacteria. When it is hot or you are at the gym it is suggested to wear thongs, only because cotton panties can get sweaty. Thongs are cute and a quick go to. But did you know thongs are a easy way for bacteria to go from your butt to your vagina, which can cause urinary trac infections. Yikes. 

3. Watch What You Eat!

Taste like sugar? Pineapples are not only good, sweet, and healthy but they do wonders for your vagina. I remember I was at work at my desk eating pineapples. This woman Tina came up to me and said " you know pineapples keep you sweet". I said,"huh"? She said google it and you will see. 😂 Yes what you eat affects your vagina. Pineapples, apples, yogurt, red grapes, cranberry juice, lots of water, mint, watermelon,strawberries are suggested to help. 

4. Yearly Woman's Exam

If you are sexual active getting a yearly exam is key for your vagina. The same way you take your car to the shop, take yourself to the doctor yearly for the pelvic exam or when needed if you smell a off smell. Lets be real as adults our vagina wont smell like peaches and cream 24/7. The pap is something common. 

Your doctor will perform the speculum exam. A device called a speculum will be inserted into the vagina. The speculum is opened to widen the vagina so that the vagina and cervix can be seen by your doctor then your doctor will use a plastic spatula and small brush to take a sample of cells from the cervix and a sample of fluid from vagina to test for infection.

5. Trim Her Up

Having a bush down their is not sanitary. Whether you like bald eagle or a nice trim it's a must you get your vagina looking right. Trimming is always  a good idea. You can use safe baby scissors to neatly trim your puberty hair. Shaving creams with aloe vera and less chemicals is always key to use. Always shave in the direction hair is growing. Once done use a non antibacterial soap to scrub it up clean. Doing this weekly should keep her cute, purty and clean.

6. Kegels Please!

Kegels are a known factor for keeping the vagina tight and right. It takes practice to actually know which is your pelvic muscle. You have to stop urination in midstream. Once you figure it out you can do them any position and any place. No one will know. 

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Jordan Edwards: 15yrs old, Black, Unarmed, Killed By Police(Read More)

R.I.P Jordan 🙏💔

Jordan Edwards,"ANOTHER" unarmed black boy who was 15 yrs old was shot and killed by a police officer while leaving a party. Police tried to lie & say 

that the car that Jordan was in reversed "aggressively," and the officer shot because of that. Then later the police chief said that video evidence showed the exact opposite, and that the officer's actions "did not meet their core values." So they fired the officer. Okay we need a conviction too. Pretty much if it wasnt footage they would of lied. I mean why do  they fear black men that much you shoot 1st & ask questions after. 

Met Gala 2017 ❗❗❗❗

Lala Anthony-Halle Berry-Nicki Minaj

 -Each year there is a fundraiser for the Metropolitan Museum of Art's Costume Institute. Bringing celebrities each year to slay for a particular theme. This year they honored "Comme des Garcons" designer Rei Kawakubo.
Everyone was suppose to wear bold, architectural designs of Kawakubo who is a 74 year old Japanese designer who founded Comme des Garcons in 1969. So that is where the theme comes from tonight.-

Madonna-Rihanna-Katy Perry

      Ashley Graham-Zendaya-Stelle Maxwelll